Thursday, May 26, 2016

Creator's Conscience



Of hordes of unconscious beings
Of rudimental living listening
With great improvised endeavor
Begin realization of their existence
Explained in dictatorial righteousness
Of knowledge profoundly divine
from peeling bark of an old oak tree
from raging forest fires of distant past
from shivering grounds of unknown times
from failures and fears of mind
in hands of The creator's clan.
Across all realms of man this
falsehood of declared truth that
all good shall stand and evil will end.

A passage to eternal everlasting living;
is most lucrative proposition
cooked well in thy minds,
of my faithfulness in your faith.
But my world is of peace and disrupt,
of just and unjust, of power and poor
of thriving and strive, of living and death
of all good and evil put together.
And I question my existence
so should you, for I am your metaphor
filler in space, statue of imagine, a name unknown
My redmancy for you shall remain
questionable in your conscious conscience,
as I question my creation of conscience itself.

Tuesday, April 07, 2015

no reasons to reason

slowly I breath, feeling my own heartbeat
with no reasons, to believe or conspire
there are no seasons of truth today
only conditions untold to living desire

"Remember", someone said once in time
"one wild life it is, only one", said someone
"live for no reason, no reason at all;
for reasons will lead to despire"

I did not question that someone in time
but now i slowly recollect it with reason
Why let go of a life and live with no reasons?
For without no reasons I can not think to respire.

Of ancient man there are notes to notice
with regards to all enlightenment achieved
they emptied all knowledge within to gain again
from no reasons to begin to seek reasons to inspire

I am no man of ancient wisdom to reason
entangled in time between continuous twilights
my understanding limits to commonplace being
slowly i try with reasons why no reasons' we require.



Friday, August 22, 2014

hard of hearing

my world is your world too
we have this day or a few more
you and me and we are mates
mates in this same living game
yet, audience in perspective too

but you my friend or be a foe too
why you bring this to me, to us
you cause me all my pain
stuck to old verses of your 
Yes, I have my wrong doings too


have we not had tragedies of time too
you and me and us together
why then live it allover again
did I not learn nothing of you?
alas! I trust and mistrust quite often too


i have my god, you have yours too
why is mine true and timid?
why is your true and troubling?
my god is truce with me, yours not
my answers thus know your questions too

i am afraid, but more fear in you too
all of your doubt be right, but
manifestation of our mind per se
a twisted one filled with emptiness
what a vile understanding, death has no meaning too


Thursday, February 13, 2014

feral intentions

one galloping wild horse
on miles of wilderness lay
in youthful restlessness
ones wild mind races away

one long array of thoughts
actuating mindless rebellion
living in flash of a canon fired
and then retired to cogitate alone

one leap into sun, to find
where all answers remain
undisclosed to my champion
not far from hidden, yet ever found

one profound heart to carry
of desires so many but destiny
destiny be delirious an affair
bemock all taunts back at 'em

one search for glory forever
that glory is in within thee
gratification of what one be
makes life righteous and free

Sunday, December 15, 2013

singing life

A song that I lost
lost in midst of all noise
This song that was me once

A song so strong
shines each morning
Takes on the sun as it rise

A song so green
like wind it moves
Even trees sway and dance

A song so red
like it lives in fire
Burning all ill in pyre within

A song so brown
like earth it smells
First rain touching man

A song so blue
like echoes in clear sky
Confronting all borders and boundaries

This song is not lost
its was hiding withing me
I found it now to set it free




Thursday, November 21, 2013

Alleviate

Hey there! what are you looking at?
i am not lost in this moor,
nor am i drunk from yesterday.
i am not what you may think.

A spot to sit and meditate?
i need none its easy this way.
Already spent years long,
looking for good new ways

Don't reason now; you Holy
Lot good lectures i relayed.
Back then was a fool;
little more fool i am now.

Not another lonely soul here,
all friends on speed dial.
Not cramped with, "I need some space"
my world a pretty big place.

Running away is not my game,
else you wont see me here.
Head first and run into unknown
that is how i walk my friend.

But today i am here for you.
Your little boat at winds grace.
Get in and row to which shore you shall;
i can not take without your will.

Not that Samaritan from chapters old
my journey has no meaning alone.
These waters I forever tread,
many like you I bear a hand.

Tuesday, November 05, 2013

solitary solidarity

How did I become this
a man of no longing
Living like a death wish
what strange song singing


how did I become this
with no hope and help
unstable winter breeze
not a dog, yet alone I yelp

How did I become this
empty shell at shore
left my soul amiss
even strong legs are sore

How did I become this
one pale face of frown
no bloody heavenly bliss
broken dreams of a clown

How can I become this
to unfold in me that butterfly
leaping up for her first kiss
opening my wings in clear blue sky